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March 12, 1926, Leningrad
After the time I spent pleasantly in Moscow, the return to my ‘Picadilly’ was a very sad day for me. You can scold me if you like, or not ,as the case may be, but a few days after my return I handed in my resignation. Now I am as free as a bird. During this time three things have made a very strong impression on me. It cost me tremendous effort, but I have found four violins, two violas and two cello players. I have been able to try an octet. Both pieces ... the Prelude and the Scherzo ... sound exceptionally good. For a few days I walked around crazy with delight. Now I’ve cooled off a bit. The second impression was a very negative one from Strauss’ Symphonia Domestica. What rubbish it is. I’m lost for words. Strauss tells us how he drinks beer, how he takes off his long pants before going to bed, how he caresses his fat wife, how he snores, how he gets dressed in the morning, thrashes his children and so on. I could hardly sit through it. I couldn’t help noticing that the audience was listening to the symphony very attentively and with great pleasure. Probably everybody thought: ‘That’s all about me. I, too, take off my trousers before going to bed and cover myself with a blanket. I, too, eat sausages and smoke cigars (or cheap tobacco)’. It was a tremendous success. <...> The third deep impression, no less emotional than the other two occurred yesterday at the circus. One of the animal-tamers was in a cage with twelve (!) huge Bengali tigers. The tigers were roaring fiercely, throwing themselves at the tamer, but he was building pyramids out of them: he made them jump through burning hoops and roll balls. All this was going with the tigers roaring furiously. I was shaking, moaning, biting my fingers covered in a cold sweat one minute and parched the next. I wanted to leave and so on <...> The whole night I was dreaming about tigers. <...> It would be very nice if these tigers would stay on for a bit longer in Leningrad. I’ll go and see them again two or three times. If these tigers go on tour to Moscow, you must go and see them.
From a letter to B. Yavorsky