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I do not think it is of great interest to know which Gymnasium I went to, or what my marks were for Handwriting. <...>
I began trying to compose at the same time as embarking on the piano. The first composition which I can still remember was some kind of long piece called “The Soldier”. What inspired that was the war of 1914. At that time, I was composing in response to nothing apart from external events and things around me ... like the War, marching soldiers, the noises of the street, woods, water, fire.
When I was very small, I saw a forest fire. This was what led me to write some sort of ‘fiery sonata’ for the piano.
At the same time, I was reading a lot of Gogol. I even tried to compose an opera ‘Taras Bulba’, but nothing came of it.
During the February Revolution when I was coming home from school I got caught up in a crowd and walked along with it for a long time. There were shots being fired and shouting. All this I tried to portray in a ‘revolutionary symphony’.
At the same time, I composed a ‘funeral march’ in memory of the victims of the revolution.
I first encountered the October Revolution on the streets as well, and what’s more I saw a small boy being shot before my eyes (according to the newspapers, he was shot by a former gendarme). The tragic episode imprinted itself on my memory and when I was composing the symphony ‘Dedication to October’, I recalled that incident very clearly and I devoted an episode to it before the chorus comes in.
I could have told you far more about that period of my life and in much more detail, but not long ago I burned an enormous pile of papers, because they were taking up too much space.
The titles of the compositions from that time (as far as I can remember) were: ‘In the Forest’, ‘The Noise of the Train’, ‘The Tempest’ , ‘Thunderstorm’ and so on. This shows how only outward stimuli inspired my writing.
From a letter to L. Shulgin